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Sunday Feb 24, 2013

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Time to just pick myself back up and move on. And keep trying. That's a new one for me. I usually just give up for a long time before trying again.

But I'm really ready to find someone to spend my life with, and I'm sick of wasting time hoping for it to happen. I'm going to try and make it happen. Well, not make someone like me lol, but u know what I mean.

I'm doing surprisingly well on my diet. I've started so many diets in my life, but this time feels different. I've lost 75 lbs from my heaviest, 10 lbs just this past couple weeks. I'm going to the mall a few times a week to walk for an hour or so, and even at work I'm trying to walk a little bit quicker than I usually do.

I really want to stop being so down and depressed. It's a safety net that I'm long since sick of
mutantbaby1:
Hey man, hate to sound cliche' but you gotta take things one step at a time. People usually get depressed the most in the winter. It will pass like everything else.
Feb 25, 2013
niobe:
Good luck.
Feb 25, 2013

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