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cyanide81

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Monday Feb 20, 2012

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Southern California is a great place. But most women here are WAY too shallow. I've made an attempt to talk to a few women who I know I have a lot in common with, but they won't give me the time of day, because I'm fat presumedly. Interesting, because they seen exactly super models themselves.

I know it's difficult for overweight people eerywhere to find someone, but damn is it hard here.

Not getting down on myself though, I'm really focused on leaving that side of me behind. It's just difficult seeing so many people on Facebook always posting about how in love they are all the time. I mean, great for them, I'm glad, but it just reminds me of how lonely I am.

But it's ok, I'm still staying committed to being more conciencious about my diet and my health, and I look forward to making big changes to my life this year.
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niobe:
You'll find the right girl soon. smile
Feb 20, 2012
niobe:
I am just lucky it was only 15 photos. I try to get them off my phone once a week and I had just done it the day before. Everything else was in the app store and my contacts were synced with my google account.
Feb 20, 2012

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