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Wednesday Jan 04, 2012

Jan 4, 2012
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My mom is at this moment lying in the ICU, and she is very likely not going to make it.

Kidney failure, gallstones, pancreitis, something about too much acid in her body, extremely weak, confused, very sore and achy and a few more things that I just couldn't process. I'm sitting in the waiting room so that I am out of the doctors and nurses way. She's going to go on dialysis any time now. And she will probably need to have her pancreas removed.

I have been awake for close to 30 hours, and ive only had half a cheese sandwich and a 5 hour energy drink. I can't eat without feeling like vomiting.

The only reason I am able to Type this Is because I need to do something or I will go crazy
cadavre:
Oh hun, I'm so sorry to hear this. It's rough sending a lot of timing waiting in ICU. Try to get some kind of sustenance down...even if it's just milk. Take care of yourself, knowing that she is in very capable hands. My thoughts are with you
Jan 4, 2012
cadavre:
Thanks hun. I'm glad to hear she hasn't been incubated yet, that's the really frightening part, and hearing she has a fighting chance is a comfort. I hope you're taking care of yourself.

I do need their approval..if I want to go Pink...
Jan 5, 2012

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