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Sunday Dec 19, 2010

Dec 19, 2010
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I really need a lot of changes in my life.

Thats the #1 reason why i havent MADE any changes yet. There are soo many things i want/need to change. It's overwhelming. I dont know where to begin

Byt one things for sure, i need to make SOMETHING change for the better soon. I would NEVER kill myself, but i've lost interest in living to a certain extent, and it scares the crap out of me.

I've been thinking maybe i can start by helping others first. That seems much much easier, and it has the side effect of making me feel better about myself. There are people out there who have it far worse off than i do, and it makes me feel bad for feeling so bad about my own life.

But that's besides the point. I'd like to help. Giving money to charity isnt much of an option, because i live paycheck to paycheck, but i have plenty of time. I dont do anything with my freetime.

I dont know exactly how to go about looking for things i can volunteer to help with. Does anyone have any suggestions? I've got serious ADD when it comes to researching things i know nothing about, so i need some help
hooeylewis:
Well it depends on that you enjoy. You can volunteer with literacy groups. Charity drives are always looking for people too. Check with your local Hospital too.
Dec 19, 2010
niobe:
Thanks. smile
Dec 26, 2010

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