cyanide81

Been a while since i updated my blog. mostly cause no one really reads it, but also because of plain laziness.


Ive got my internet up and running, and the apartment is going good. i had a problem with a dog upstairs who wouldnt shut up, but i got that taken care of.


Mainly, the most important thing in my life right now, is that i am going for an ultrasound on saturday to check out my abdomen. theres a chance that My gallbladder has to be removed.

fun fun fun. Ive never had any real surgury before. ive only had a mole removed from my shoulder that they had to cut around for a biopsy. So this is big for me. i know its a routine procedure, but im still worried about it.

I always see those shows on discovery channel and TLC, etc about people who wake up during surgury, and they cant move or speak, but they feel everything. every little incision. I know it's super rare, but it's scary to think about lol

wish me luck that all i need is some antibiotics