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Monday Sep 18, 2006

Sep 18, 2006
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i've been so miserable for the better part of this year, that i've come to a conclusion.

even though it means leaving the safety of my home,a nd my friends, someday, i REALLY REALLY want to move to hawaii, and just get away from my troubles, start life anew. i lived there for more than 6 years when i was a kid, and it was the last place i lived where i was completely happy.

of course, im an adult now, and ill have problems no matter where i go, but theres something about the community, culture, and environment in Oahu that is just very peaceful. Even in downtown Honululu traffic.

But, when,. and if, that will ever happen remains to be seen. So in the meantime, i'm saving money to go on vacation there, hopefully in March, but possibly sooner if i go with some friends, and we find a good deal

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deny:
Haha... Yeah, I definately need a vacation. And there's so much culture there to learn about and experience. I probably wouldn't want to leave. biggrin
Oct 3, 2006
deny:
I need something new... I don't know what yet but, anything different than the past few years have been. Soon, one thing I'm totally insane about is that I will finally be debt free... I can't wait. It will be such a relief. Hope everything works out and you get to go to Hawaii soon!!

smile
Oct 5, 2006

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