cyanide81

ok, so turns out my friend was bed ridden that day. huge migraine or something. i dunno. its all good.


ive just been let down so much in life, that im insecure whenever someone doesnt call when they say theyre going to. even if i know for a fact that its not of malicious intent.

ah well. just another thing on my list of self improvements that im working on.

better that i know my faults and do soemthing about it, than to not know and do nothing.


in other news...


not much. work is going ok, not bad at all. but i havent made too much progress in meeting other people. but soon soon soon i think.

a friend of mine got a good job finally, so hopefully when he gets some of his debt down, we'll be able to get an apartment, and ill finally be independant, and ill probbaly go out more. he's a very outgoing person, and does so much for my self esteem, that being around him mroe and more makes me more confident, and hopefully, ill be able to go out and meet people, and more importantly, meet someone.

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random pic of the moment:



from the beach of puerto vallarta mexico, september 2004