cyanide81

i decided i need to keep myself busy, and actually DO things.


im thinking about taking guitar lessons, cause its something ive always wanted to do. i was in a band once, played bass, but i wasnt very good.

i also want to take some classes at the JC. photography and graphic design or soemthing. so if i never get to go to school, at least i'll have SOME kind of training in the field i wanna work in.

also, im gonna get a membership to the gym thats opening up down the street from me. it wont be open for 6 more months probably, but they have other locations nearby.

also... i need to learn to dance. this is one of the things that bugged my ex about me, i think. not so much that i didnt know how to dance, but that i didnt have the confidence to do it anyways.

so, im not gonna do it for her, cause she's history, but for myself. all these things i realy feel will raise my confidence level, and it'll get me out of the hosue more often, so i will meet new people.

scary prospect for someone with social anxiety, but it needs to be done.

now, we'll see if i can overcome my superhuman ability to quickly procrastinate and then forget about everything until a year later when i realize WTF!?!?!