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Saturday Apr 01, 2006

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went to another psych appointment yesterday, and it went pretty well. im starting to have a somewhat positive outlook on things. im still very unsure of the direction my life will take, but for once im starting to believe that its not hopeless.


still cant stop thinking about the girl though dammit. less and less each day, but when im working in the middle of the night, all i have are my thoughts, and its hard to avoid thoughts of her.


meh. it'll just take time, just like all the others who hurt me


oh well.

i bought Kingdom Hearts 2 yesterday, and 2 and a half hours in, so far so good. confusing as hell, mostly because i never finished the first one, and ive never played the game boy game that ties the 2 together.

i also got the new king kong movie, and its not too bad, i enjoyed it.
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user304975207:
you can. there will be good and bad days, but things will be good.
Apr 4, 2006
user304975207:
it totally makes sense. even though bad shit happened at my wedding, being with my husband and him doing everything possible to make me happy, made it good
Apr 4, 2006

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