cyanide81

In so much pain.

Got my X-ray results. Negative! No break!

I still have to wear the brace for a few days, but I will be fine

copied old blog to add new info:

Couple nights ago, I had to restrain someone who was drunk and out of control. Somehow during this, I injured my right hand.

Put ice on it yesterday. Felt better today but figured I should go to urgent care just in case.

Went and they did an X-ray. There might be a couple of fractures on a bone...
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Couple nights ago, I had to restrain someone who was drunk and out of control. Somehow during this, I injured my right hand.

Put ice on it yesterday. Felt better today but figured I should go to urgent care just in case.

Went and they did an X-ray. There might be a couple of fractures on a bone in the hand below my thumb. Apparently,...
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Deleted blog. Will post again later

Car died today. Can't afford to fix it. My commute to work is an hour. But now with no car, no idea how I'm getting to work.


I really really fucking hate my life.

i should be in hawaii right now. That was the plan.


oh well... someday

new drivers license came in the mail today.

picture.

Ugh. Those dreams where you fall in love with someone wonderful, then wake up to realize she doesn't exist.

I have dreams like that every few months or so, and they always leave me with this weird mix of euphoria and misery

Oh well. I'm on my way back up, emotionally. Doing much better than a few days ago.

Kids in the Hall to replace my last horrible blog

Oh god I can't wait to get my medical insurance. I desperately need some kind of anti depressant, and I really need to start therapy. I am only getting worse and worse.

I'm completely alone in the world. I feel like no one understands me, and most people don't like me.

I'm at the lowest point I've ever been in my life. Completely miserable. I...
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