Tuesday May 30, 2006

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why do people invite me to go out somewhere and then seem to forget to call to let me know when and where?


fuck. mad frown
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plaidhangover:
sad yet true.. a lot of people are rude and dont care!
kindle:
People suck. Sorry. See, you are too far away or I'd invite you to see The Omen on June 6th but alas... that would be a mighty expensive trip to come see a movie.

Thursday May 25, 2006

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yea, im a whiny bitch...


oh well biggrin

things are getting better for sure this time. im actually making friends at work, my social anxiety seems to be dying down a lot.


i didnt get my promotion, but thats ok, i wasnt sure if i really wanted it. plus it would take me away form the area that ive been working, and away from the people...
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beaky:
To feel good about one's self... now that is happiness
plaidhangover:
Oooh, Im glad I dont have to tease myself like that! I would probably cry!

Saturday May 13, 2006

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i give up smile
sharona1881:
por que??
*HUGS*
kindle:
Never give up! Fight man, fight!

biggrin

Monday May 08, 2006

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holy shit.


im FINALLY starting to re-emerge. personality-wise, that is.


ive ALWAYS had social anxiety, and i go thru these phases when it gets worse. but the last 4 months or so, has been, by far, the worst.

i withdrew so far in that i started to believe that that was the 'real' me. I started letting every little sneer or indifferent look affect me,...
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kindle:
Wow, I thought I was the only one fighting that great personality battle. I go through my bouts as well and when I crash, I crash hard. Only a couple of people can pull me out of it. Never know when it will hit though.

Keep up the good work! I'm proud of you.

Friday May 05, 2006

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plaidhangover:
No prob Bob!
lilviciousone:
I really like that shot.

When my folks get back from their vacation in the Philippines, we should be out in your area for a weekend.

I'll let you know when smile

Wednesday May 03, 2006

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i keep having these dreams that i meet these incredible women. everytime i dream about one, they're absolutely perfect. beautiful, smart, funny, sexy, everything i could ever ask for.


and they're all figments of my imagination. i wake up with this HELL YEA feeling, that i am on top of the world. until i realize that it was all a dream. then i try to...
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user304975207:
that would require me getting up in the middle of the night though
user304975207:
i think its the z740?? kodak

Monday May 01, 2006

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i swear im a lightning rod for colds

im sick. AGAIN


what i get for sleeping on a water bed. the water gets too cold, and i get sick. so i have to layer blanket on it. but if i layer too many, then my body aches when i wake up, cause theres no cushion really.

bah


margaritas tomorrow night too dammit. hopefully ill feel...
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plaidhangover:
SICK... AGAIN... are you ever healthy?

Try and get better and maybe next time you can come to the non-existant parties at my sisters house!
lilviciousone:
Take airborne!!!! And plenty o' fluids smile

He actually enjoyed the one time he went. We're going there for a parent's night out when we visit my dad for the weekend.

Thursday Apr 27, 2006

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loks like im ONE step closer to moving out. The friend that ive been wanting to move out with still cant afford it on his own, but it looks like it'll be him and his girlfriend. so, they might be able to do it then, cost-wise.


so, cross your fingers, toes, whatever for me!
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chi:
No guy puke no thank you.
New roommate is working out pretty well so far. Lost his first game of poker here. HAHA. smile
user304975207:
exactly. theres cat hair ALL OVER my bed. its gross.

Monday Apr 24, 2006

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i decided i need to keep myself busy, and actually DO things.


im thinking about taking guitar lessons, cause its something ive always wanted to do. i was in a band once, played bass, but i wasnt very good.

i also want to take some classes at the JC. photography and graphic design or soemthing. so if i never get to go to school, at...
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user304975207:
like the driving to vegas by yourself??
user304975207:
id say

Friday Apr 21, 2006

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ARRR!!!
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