cyanide81

fuck it? why bother?

So i've been getting into a lot of indie rock lately, or indie folk, or indie pop, or whatever the hell u wanna call any of it. labels are useless these days lol.

heres what ive recently "acquired" some of them i've heard of before, or may have actually HEARD, but never gave much notice to

Pedro the Lion
Death From Above 1979
Sufjan Stevens...
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So, back from comic con, and i am exhausted. although not as exhausted as last year. for some reason, we took less breaks, but im not as tired. and the day went by way too fast.

here's some pics


and the other night, i hung out with those 2 girls, one of whom, i kinda like. it was ok. we just walked around old town...
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hello world, how i've missed you!

im going out tonight with people ive never hung out with before. they're coworkers, and one of them is a girl i'm kinda into, sooo wish me luck!

and tomorrow, im going to comic con in san diego, so expect a bunch of pictures on saturday or sunday!

i'ma ma am not a big fan of rum usuaually, but i made a fuckging kkick ass rum and cooke t5onight. fucking sweet!

i like rum andn coek noiw!!

trying to get myself motivated in life again. starting with simple activities i used to love when i was younger. mainly drawing. i used to draw every single day, sometimes for hours. but as ive gotten older, and started sinking into my rut, its been less and less

One of the problems with motivating myself, is that i never know what i want to draw,...
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been awhile, and proving my last blog's point, i am in fact alive! i'm a shitty online friend, i dont get in touch with any online friends, and i dont comment on their blogs, and im sorry! but if it makes anyone feel better, i've been doing that in real life to my real friends too

i guess that really shouldnt make anyone feel better,...
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*cough*


i'm alive!

ive been absent from the site awhile, but i still wanted to ask how everyone is doing!


hope u all have a good holiday

i really REALLY need a girlfriend. like, soon. ever since ive moved out on my own, ive become a hermit. i rarely go out, other than to work, or errands, or whatever. rarely go out socially anymore.

i just havent been feeling it lately. im less depressed than i was earlier in the year, but i guess the word is lethargic for what i'm feeling....
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hope everyone had a good thanksgiving!

i just wanted to apologize for not being around. if i havent responded to anyone's journals, i havent participated on the boards. Ive just been getting pretty down, and my social anxiety is kicking into overdrive, its affecting me not only in my real life, but now online too, more than it ever did before.

so, to be cliche,...
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