It seems like all of the mexican families in my apartment complex are having some kind of party outside, which is fine, the area they are having it is far enough away from my apartment that i dont hear anything. but on the downside, my apartment, and specifically my living room is right next to a staircase. so i'm hearing a bunch of kids running...
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angad19:
I feel ya... this used to happen all the time in the apartment complex where my family and I used to live in Anaheim (I'm from SoCal... I just go to school in IL).
angad19:
haha looks like we traded states 
i really think i should just suck it up and move back in with my parents so that i can work part time somewhere and go back to school.
but it's SO hard to make that decision. I'm 28, 2 years from 30. I'm single, and i dont want to be stuck at my parents house again for 4 or 5 more years. No woman...
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but it's SO hard to make that decision. I'm 28, 2 years from 30. I'm single, and i dont want to be stuck at my parents house again for 4 or 5 more years. No woman...
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niobe:
*hugs* Not a good day today huh? It will get better. You have to do what is best for you. If moving back home works, then anyone woman with a half a brain will understand and she will love you for you and not for where you live or who you live with.
niobe:
I'm sorry. *hugs*
i've calmed down, disregard my last blog 
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niobe:
*hugs*
niobe:
I think a lot of people are feeling that way.
It can't be fun. I wish there was something I could do.
THERE IS NOTHING OUT THERE FOR ME!!!! no one will fucking hire me. my skills are practically non-transferable. I'm not qualified to do ANYTHING. i'm a failure and a worthless sack of shit
PLEASE GOD KILL ME NOW
PLEASE GOD KILL ME NOW
So the job search hasnt been good so far. I've sent in resumes, applications, sold my soul, and so far, no calls yet. Its only been a week and a half, but still, im getting nervous. My severence pay sucked, and ive barely got enough money to pay for my rent only next month. I dont know when the unemployment will kick in, but hopefully...
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mildots:
I never saw the movie I actually kinda want to though to see what all the hoopla is about. I also kinda like tween movies like HS musical 
some ska videos just cause i dont wanna think about anything important right now
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niobe:
It wasn't easy. Believe me. But one day I just got tired of it all and said something has to change or I am going to go postal on people.
mildots:
I didn't have a choice.
My Fave save ferris song is "Under 21" But I couldn't find it on you tube. I also dig their newer less ska album.
My Fave save ferris song is "Under 21" But I couldn't find it on you tube. I also dig their newer less ska album.
So its official, im unemployed. again. almost exactly a year after the last time. Its nice when a company reassures you for weeks that "everything is fine, there will not be any layoffs", only to follow it by laying people off. I still have a fever, i almost hope i gave them all the fucking swine flu when i drove my 40 minute commute to...
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marvel:
Awww, I'm also really sorry to hear that
The economy is just terrible all over these days. My ex lost his job two weeks ago, and he's travelling to Northern Alberta to find work. Very scary. Best of luck finding something new (((hug)))
niobe:
*hugs*
Will the shit storm NEVER FUCKING END?! i have to drive down to work tomorrow, while i am still fucking sick, to go talk to HR, because i'm probably getting laid off, when the fucking company told us they would not be doing any lay offs
FUCK MY LIFE


FUCK MY LIFE
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mildots:
Could be a good thing
But no reason to get ahead of yourself until it actually happens.
mildots:
CAn't be too safe 
Turns out I have swine flu
this will be a fun couple of days. I should be fine though if I just get some rest.
PS: thank you to those who tried to cheer me up in my last blog, I appreciate it a lot. I'm sorry I couldn't respond individually, but I have been pretty sick. Thanks again!
PS: thank you to those who tried to cheer me up in my last blog, I appreciate it a lot. I'm sorry I couldn't respond individually, but I have been pretty sick. Thanks again!
niobe:
Oh no.
Get lots of rest!! Feel better soon. *hugs*
mildots:
Fuck.....no more bacon for you
Drink Fluids and get a shit ton of rest.
Drink Fluids and get a shit ton of rest.
Well that didn't last long... Fuck my life, I can't fucking take this shit anymore. And I'm gettng sick on top of everything else, compete with ear infections. Hooray for me
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dree:
=// Hope you feel better sooooon.
beautifak:
HOORAY!!
Shit lives for ever.

But the show must go on.
I hope you feel better soon. Don't forget the good days.

Shit lives for ever.
But the show must go on.
I hope you feel better soon. Don't forget the good days.
So i ended up hanging out with her and her friends, not exactly a date. but it was still fun, we got drunk and played Cranium
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mildots:
I notice that I am less socially awkward than I was.
mildots:
I'm still not 100% but I am better..
Got a date with her tonight 

wish me luck!
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amarena:
Awww, so sweet! Good luck, bud! 
niobe:
That is cheating.
Good luck!!!!
Good luck!!!!