Hey guys, long time, I know. I´m still trying to deal with the break-up *sigh*. Two weeks ago I decided to cut him off completely, cause we were still in touch almost every day via phone or whatsapp. The decision was hard and sometimes I still feel tempted to grab my phone and write him a "How are you?"-whatsapp, but those moments become less and less and I know they will soon be gone and he´ll only be a bitter-sweet memory from the past.
As you can see, I´ve changed my hair color. :-) I always do that when I´m serious about a break-up with a guy. It´s like....I´m ready for a new life once the old color is gone and because my heart is dark right now, I decided to use happy colors....so at least a look into the mirror makes me happy now :-) Yayyy, I´m the fucking rainbow-princess, waiting for her prince on a unicorn...and glitter...and sparkle...or whatever. I´ve also decided to stretch my ears to tunnels. I´ve started already and it hurts like a bitch each time I use a bigger one, but it looks amazing.
Some good things in my life: I was booked for the second runway show of Skorpia Xtreme Fashion 3 weeks ago. It was awesome to see some of the other models, the designer and her assistant again. We´re almost like a little family...we would sit there while the make-up artists do our hair and gossip about life, drink champagne and eat cupcakes. It´s always funny.
Another achievement that made me so so happy, is that I was booked to model for the t-shirt-label Heymkinder together with my friend Lucy. Aaaand *drumroll* the biggest biggest BOMB is that I will be part of the Gothic Fashion Show at M´era Luna in August. M´era Luna is one of the most famous Goth festivals in Europe and I will walk for latex label Inner Sanctum (If you love latex, you MUST check out their page). I´m not a latex model, so when I applied I never really expected a positive response. I remember some month ago, Fetish Evolution rejected me cause I was not "latex" enough, so I never thought I´d get far, but.....yeeeee-haaawwww....I got a loud "GO!" from the designer 2 hours later. You should have seen me dancing and screaming when I received her message....ha ha ha..... best goody: I´ll be backstage with...with...with: Marilyn Manson...yeah yeah yeah....God, please make him come out of his dressing room....let me at least see him from the distance...or give him a little hug...damn, I´d give my left tit for that!!!
Last but not least: I´ll shoot for KATO, "the supermodel of steam punk" and her label "Steampunk Couture" this fall. Probably in Berlin. She´s a superstar and I feel so honoured that she likes my work. :-)
So, that´s pretty much it right now. All I still need to achieve is....TO BECOME AN SG!!!! PLEEEEASE!!! My second set "Babe Wash" will go up on the 17th of August...but meanwhile....how about having a look at my first set "Couch Surfing"? Come on guyyyyys <3 !!! ;-)
Until tomorrow....love always...
Cyanide
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