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Beauty lies inside the eye of another youthful dream
That doesn't sell it's soul for self-esteem
That's not plasticine

Beauty lies inside desire
and every wayward heart redeemed
That doesn't sell it's soul for self-esteem
That's not plasticine


can you find me space inside your bleeding heart?
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raia:
Thanks for your comment on my set kiss
annisa:
thanx for commenting on my new set, I appreciate all the feedback!
have a great weekend
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoo ooo aaa
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i just woke up. and i'm FREEZING! my whole body is shaking. frown
c'mooooonnnn summer!

i'm super excited for my shower this morning.

p.s. i heard on the news that it's supposed to snow again tonight. 1-3 inches. WTF
shadowslightness:
I KNOW!!! Fucking bitch snow. It was charming that first day back in November, but I'm over it. I miss California's snowless winters now.

Showering in this weather is amazing. It took me forever to get out of my shower this morning. I just didn't want to leave.

Hope your pipes don't freeze. It got up to 38 earlier! Hopefully the prediction of more snow is wrong, as most of their weather predictions tend to be.

And hey, how have you been?
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i cleaned my bathroom today biggrin
yeah, i'm amazing.

what to do, what to do.....

...........................................................

oh, chyeah. i deleted my pictures.
i'm not that pretty in person. maybe i'll take real pictures some day.
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i'm going a little bit crazy. grrr.

do you like to blog? do you like to rant in a journal? i have deadjournal codes UP THE ASS and i feel like giving them away. you can only get a deadjournal if you pay or get a code from a member. so if you want a journal to write in or you just want one because...
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prussia:
thanks for yr comment on my set!!!!!!

love
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p.s. what sucks even more...is that i'm super fucking horny!

goodnight. ARRR!!!
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shadowslightness:
So it was 7 days since you've heard from him? Hmmm...did you try getting a hold of him and he just didn't call back? I'm sorry.

Yeah, being super fucking horny really sucks man. I always seem to get like that when I'm far from girlfriends, or single and have no hope of getting any. Girls have an easy time though, you could ask just about any guy to do stuff with you, and I guarantee about 95% of the time they will.

Things will get better. Let me know if I can help! smile
shadowslightness:
Ugh, that sucks man. That's not cool to get shut out like that. I'm sorry. frown
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all is not well in the world of erika. and i'm feeling very lonely.
well...maybe not lonely. but unloved. whatever

i'll give you a real update. i promise.
sweetbutch:



you should be loved


and i expect that you are


but maybe not recognizing it



are you introvert or extrovert? i'm extro, so if i were in my early 20s, in seattle and finding myself blue, i might have to go out for a big sudsy pint of vegan ale

we're i early 20s, in seattle and an introvert, i'd either read, wank or dye several articles of clothing black or make a mountain out of a molehill, using things found around the apartment


luv
sweetbutch




shadowslightness:
Aww, I'm sorry sweetheart. frown

You're not alone Erika, believe me. I've been struggling with that same kind of feeling ever since I moved out here.

If you want to talk, just say the word.

kiss
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so. christmas came up fast. seattle has been far too busy paying for global warming.

however, it was quiet today. and calm.

my gifts include: andy warhol love. sony cyber-shot. books, books, books. and love spell everywhere.

i'm in love. i'm healthy (for the most part). and i have electricity.
and there's an add on my screen that says "out blow the blonde".

i'm happy....
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shadowslightness:
Haha, yeah, so so so sorry about that picture. Who knew that a google search of "random pictures" would lead me to it?

The apartment was on 19th and East Thomas (Capitol Hill). I should hear back from them tomorrow on whether or not we got it. My fingers are crossed.

I'm glad to hear that you're doing well and feeling good! You're a sweet girl, you deserve it.

And hey, cool new pictures by the way. wink
nmatte:
you are crazy happy, good for you! biggrin
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Here's what I have to do for myself:

- Dye hair back to a dark red/brown
- Cut hair so it doesn't look like death
- Stretch ears from 4 to 2 to 0
- Get medusa piercing

fun, huh?

Here's what I have to do in general:

- Buy mommy christmas gifts =]
- Buy friends christmas gifts =]
- Buy father two lumps...
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shadowslightness:
Pizza sounds goddamn good.

I still have some christmas shopping too, I just never know what to get people. Meh..

I look forward to seeing pictures of the new hair (and puppy too maybe?). Hope all is going well. smile
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i want a few of those floral SG stickers...
but. i can't get them. i have no money right now. i want 10. 10 = 1.00. i don't even have a dollar. how lame is that?

hmmm. i want to take more pictures but i refuse until i get my hair cut and dyed. AND until i get my makeup. because otherwise my pictures will...
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nmatte:
I feel you, i've been working outside all day. you should put up pictures of your puppy
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nmatte:
how come you don't have any pics of that new hair color that you were talking so much about?
nmatte:
oh, well that would make since then. blush