how come...when i actually need to talk to someone...no one is there?
yet...when i'm fine and dandy everyone tells me i can call any time.
i've called 4 people. 3rd time is not a fucking charm. suck it.
what shit. i think i'm going to go for a fucking walk.
fuck fuck fuck. could i say fuck one more time?
yeah. at 2am. wanna... Read More
it was my mum's birthday today. i did the dishes for her =] lol she was happy. my dad got her dinner and she got tons of stuff at work. so i hope today was nice for her. i love my mom. she's an amazing person.
i had mexican food tonight. mmm mmm good!
i finished another drawing. i lurve it. maybe i'll post it... Read More
"the clouds will part and the sky cracks open and god himself will reach his fucking arms through, just to push you down, just to hold you down. stuck in this whole with the shit and the piss and it's hard to believe it could come down to this, back at the begining, sickening, spinning. and the end, we still pretend, the time we spent , not knowing when. your finally free, and you could be. but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, it didn't turn quiet the way that you wanted it, did it. now you know this is what it feels like. now you know this is what it feels like to be one of us, the wretched."