Ugh. I feel like crap all of a sudden. i kind of want to crawl into bed and ignore the world forever. i wish someone could be here with me and keep me company. 
sorry for the double post.
sorry for the double post.this is how much of a dork i am...
there was nothing on TV so i watched nothing but bridal stuff today. so i decided to get online and pick out dresses that are my ideal dresses and a ring that basically i'd sell my soul for.
there was nothing on TV so i watched nothing but bridal stuff today. so i decided to get online and pick out dresses that are my ideal dresses and a ring that basically i'd sell my soul for.
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socal_drew:
The first dress is awesome and thats a good price for that ring 
lil_hobo:
That red dress is like soooo cool!
Are you alowed to wear red at weddings??!!
Are you alowed to wear red at weddings??!!
whoa. jealousy just hit me like a ton of bricks.
trocc:
jealousy generally doesn't work in subtlety. i'm sorry it's hitting you - it's a pretty ugly feeling.
ladylovelybrit:
Your so sweet, you'll like myspace, its just like here, only different.
Your so sweet, you'll like myspace, its just like here, only different.
ladylovelybrit:
Oh I knew that, I would be VERY surprised to meet someone that didn't know what the evil beast known as myspace was....
ladylovelybrit:
Awe cute. 
missmir:
Yes it sure is......especially if you can afford it. lol
That's a pretty ring. What's it for? Any special occation or is it just a ring you liked?
That's a pretty ring. What's it for? Any special occation or is it just a ring you liked?
geasavenger:
Stress is the worst thing in the word
It is had sometimes but it is best to take a deep breath, and face things as calm as possible.
Flowers always help
It is had sometimes but it is best to take a deep breath, and face things as calm as possible.
Flowers always help
shadowslightness:
Oh yes, the kung fu practice stories always sound so hilarious when I tell them...that bastard... 
But it's all done with, as soon as he's gone, the frustration will dissipate, and all I'll have is the funny story.
Don't get overly stressed dear, it's just not worth it.
But it's all done with, as soon as he's gone, the frustration will dissipate, and all I'll have is the funny story.
Don't get overly stressed dear, it's just not worth it.
ugh. i think i need to have a professional stretch my ears. i tried stretching my left lobe from a 2g to a 0g with a taper. it was fine yesterday and all today but then a couple hours ago, it started to swell up and hurt again. so i took out the taper and put back in the 2g claw that i used to...
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frankie:
hey
i hope your ears are feeling better.
thanks for the nice comments on my work.
hope you had a good weeekend
i hope your ears are feeling better.
thanks for the nice comments on my work.
hope you had a good weeekend
lostboy00xx:
yea thats wat happened to my ears but lucklet someone riped them out for me and they closed...lol...p.s. your beautiful doll
once again...
<3 <3 <3
<3 <3 <3
ladylovelybrit:
Awe thank-you.
Yeah I can honestly say I have NEVER felt the way that I do right now, but it will pass.
Yeah I can honestly say I have NEVER felt the way that I do right now, but it will pass.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
who cares?
who cares?
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trocc:
well, i'm glad you're ok. and yeah, with my new job, i haven't been on here as much the last week, so i'm not able to jump on yr journals before you obliterate them.
ladylovelybrit:
I am sorry, what happened sweetie?....
So do you like antique poison lockets too? They come in all sorts of shapes and sizes!
So do you like antique poison lockets too? They come in all sorts of shapes and sizes!
i got tired of my lame, depressing post. 
have you ever felt like you had a song that you could totally relate to?
something that defines you and how you've felt?
i have two. this one. and this one.
i can't sleep. something's wrong with me. i'm not sure what...
maybe it's insomnia. i'm not sleeping.
i'm making a myspace. ugh. i'm so lame.
i can't tell you how much i...
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something that defines you and how you've felt?
i have two. this one. and this one.
i can't sleep. something's wrong with me. i'm not sure what...
maybe it's insomnia. i'm not sleeping.
i'm making a myspace. ugh. i'm so lame.
i can't tell you how much i...
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ladylovelybrit:
A song that I relate too....I have it up on my blog as we speak, 'Sullen Girl' by Fiona Apple, can't really describe it, just fits me well.
Back when I had the internet and not just a random wireless connection, I used to redo my myspace depending on my fucking mood, it was a great stress reliever, except if you wasted two hours on it, only to accidentally mix html up and fuck it all to pieces, back to the drawing board!
You're amazing too lovely. you truly are.
Back when I had the internet and not just a random wireless connection, I used to redo my myspace depending on my fucking mood, it was a great stress reliever, except if you wasted two hours on it, only to accidentally mix html up and fuck it all to pieces, back to the drawing board!
You're amazing too lovely. you truly are.
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trocc:
very cute. and i like the graininess of the photo, too...
the clip was definitely meant to scare you a bit. it's a moment in a film (Mulholland Dr.) that just crystallizes that feeling of dread for me so well...
i'm glad that you usually work through things on your own - but i share that tendency to just cover things up and keep moving. you should always feel free to talk and vent on here. i'll be listening.
and sending you long-distance hugs.
the clip was definitely meant to scare you a bit. it's a moment in a film (Mulholland Dr.) that just crystallizes that feeling of dread for me so well...
i'm glad that you usually work through things on your own - but i share that tendency to just cover things up and keep moving. you should always feel free to talk and vent on here. i'll be listening.
and sending you long-distance hugs.
kristynamuch:
aww I want a freaking kitten
I hope tomorrow is better