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cvtgrrl_shan

South Side Chicago, IL

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Well folks

Jun 4, 2018
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I didn't think I would ever leave this place, but I am. My membership is up in a few months and I won't be renewing. I love this place but it's no longer a fit for me. I rarely posted pics when I was with my ex, out of respect, even though my relationship was circling the drain. The main reason I did post is because my relationship was coming to an end but also because I felt liberated by the positive responses I received. I felt empowered by the attention and enjoyed most of the tasteful comments I got. But now, I don't post any nude pics because it is disrespectful to my boyfriend. He is the only one who may see my naked body. I sort of wish I could take the pics down that I posted in threads, but they are there for all to see, and act as a reminder of how far I have come with my confidence.

Some time ago removed all the lude pics I posted to my profile, blogs included. I have the utmost respect for my boyfriend and our relationship so I felt the need to take them down.

I also see comments in a bit of a different light now. I was never one to smile or enjoy being told I have 'nice tits/ass', I've been asked on several occasions to post myself spread and always gave a firm 'no' [even when single]. Any distasteful comments weren't acknowledged positively. So many I see on here, not even my previous posts, are just rude and lack any creativity.

I guess I've outgrown this place. Don't get me wrong, I love this place. I love the models and photosets, the Silliness group is my jam. And the Plus Size Women group is my little comfort zone, I think it's the first place I ever posted my ladybits. I have made friends here, some of you guys I follow on IG, am Facebook friends with, some I have on Snapchat. Please message me if you want to keep in contact.

You've all been so awesome. I'll be around for a few more months 🤗

VIEW 20 of 20 COMMENTS
justaguy12:
I'll miss you, and have sure enjoyed reading your posts.
Jun 15, 2018
justaguy12:
I am actually going to leave as well in 4 months. Seeing all these beautiful women, and hearing sexy stories, I spend my days in an uncomfortable state of frustration!
Jul 9, 2018

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