Ugh, guys, I have a hellish few weeks ahead of me. I work the next 7 days in a row, off a day, then another 7 days with the exception of Thanksgiving. That day I will be driving an hour, cooking a full dinner, and driving home an hour. Not very restful.
Work is a whole new problem. My boss had some health issues and is overwhelmed by being a full time doc again and running the clinic [admin, payroll, etc] so she partnered with a company. There are some changes but not much. I am the go to tech now and the only certified tech. Being certified only makes me different in some aspects but 2 of the docs are used to only working with CVTs so non-cert techs are kind of seen as lesser techs to them. That's shitty because the new girl has been teching much longer than I. I don't hold myself in any higher regard other than I know how to get shit done because I've been working at my clinic longer than any tech there now.
I have some stress in my personal life as well. My anxiety makes me overthink everything and I panic. I am feeling better today. I have to learn to breathe and take a moment before I react. Emotions run deep in all of us and with me they run extra deep as I am sensitive and very passionate. The stress from work exacerbates my personal life stress. It blows, to put it maturely 😂
Needless to say I likely won't be on here much, posting. I don't know why I tell y'all because who cares? 😂 Not like any of you wonder 'where's Shan?' Or do you....? Either way, I most likely will be too tired to post cute, sexy pics.
I have company coming over in a bit, so back to cleaning the house! Have a great week everyone. I will try. 🤗
