cvtgrrl_shan

Bad anxiety this morning. Woke up at 6:20am, 20 minutes later I almost had a panic attack. It's good to have friends to help you through rough patches. Drank some coffee, kept my mind busy. Feeling better, but anxiety takes a lot out of me.

Today is my dog's birthday! He's my furbaby, my kid if you will. He turns 12 years old today. He's been through a lot in his life, but he's had a good life thanks to me. Here are some pics of him eating his birthday 'cheeseburger'

I'm tired, didn't sleep well. Stressed. This is my 'I don't want to go to work' face. I'm starting to experience burnout, it's common among vet techs. I just had 3 days off, but I feel like it never happened.

This song 😻

So today, mounting on top of my already not so good week, I was blamed for someone else's actions. Apparently next to my title 'CVT' there should be 'babysitter' also. I'm sorry I can't babysit the doctors outside of work? I don't understand what you want me to do or say, boss. The bosslady says 'I don't want you to get burned out'....ok, great, then...
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Today a friend of mine, Big Phil, 33 years old, is being laid to rest. I only knew him for a few years. He was so kind and would do anything to make someone smile. The first time I met him I thought 'don't mess with this fucker', he was 6'5" and built, he was also quiet. After about 30 minutes of being around him,...
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I've only been awake for 3 hours and I'm ready for a nap.