cutthekidinhalf

WHat a night.. my cat Yoda had a krazy day yesterday,,, She freaked out and her body was all tensed.. her mouth was foaming, she couldn't breathe for about 15 sec.. oh well i toook her to vet.. and she've got her blood drawn, her ears cleaned,, and got her second shot. I will find out what she is wrong with her today. I hope she doeesn't have a deadly disease.

Shit,, i kinda gave up on freaking about not hearing from this so special "mr. I don't care about others' feelings"..

I 've been so freaked about getting wrinkles.. i don't even smoke..but i do drink.. I nees to think of good ideas for my design class.. shit i felt really pathetic when i was painting this soo special dude's pic while he doesn;t give shit about me.. yeap yeap;.. you are right.. she/he has time to check his myspace but doesn''t have time to call or email me..

I was thinking getting my septum done today. but i don't feel like it now.. since I paid $124 for Yoda.. well actually,, it was kinda cheap though.. her blood test is only 40bucks, her shot was 22 bucks.. earmites drop was 15bucks.. etc.. Healthy Yoda is priceless.. ahh it is soo old...

I am so sick of everything..I hate everything.. except.. my gf just started to talk to this guy and i am happy for her..

I am still feeliing pretty weird aobut Pas/Cal 's song being in Saturn commercial.. I mean .. i remember No one knew them b4..now they are soo big..and they became soo snotty too.. oh well. they can continue being soo cool for everyone..

I don't think i have any feelings anymore.. I just don't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck about anyone or anything anymore. cause if i do..they will just push me away.. and leave me so hurt..
he/she can fuck off .. i hate him/her..