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I only had two bottles of 22 oz. rolling rock last night, i am soo proud of myself.. i am proving myself that i am not an alcoholic... yaya...
it is so damn beautiful outside today.. I really want to watch dawn of the dead..

playing....Mogwai

I watched school of rock.. lemme tell ya.. that girl who was playing the cello/ bass.. she is soo cute.. cuter than Hillary Duff..
my whole body is sore from kick boxing .. ahh i am soo out of shape..

i need to get acrylic paints.. paints can be soo expensive that it is not even funny.

i am making a pasta.. olives, basil, mushrooms,...
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yum yum yum,, I made this yummy baked mac and cheese from scratch, ingredients are.. flour, an egg, pasta, pepper, shapt cheddar cheese, parmesan cheese, romano chese, black pepper, basil, onions, milk.. and bagel crumbs on top.. it was soo yummy....

damn i need to lose weight but i am just cooking and shit.. I need a fat ass slave that would eat my yummy...
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i am soo drained from doing all these shopping today. I 've got this shirt and a blush,, I was listening to this song talking about how single females are addicted to retails.. hmm i am totally one of those.. fucking ... that's y i like guys who admit that they want to look good.. if a society expects females to look good... males should...
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WHat a night.. my cat Yoda had a krazy day yesterday,,, She freaked out and her body was all tensed.. her mouth was foaming, she couldn't breathe for about 15 sec.. oh well i toook her to vet.. and she've got her blood drawn, her ears cleaned,, and got her second shot. I will find out what she is wrong with her today. I hope...
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I am sooo WILD.. i and this hoy boy spooned this weekend.. I think I am soo wild~~ lol
YEAH I DO FEEL LIKE SHIT

i am losing you,..
i am losing you..
I thought i was soo good with controliing my emotion.. this is such a torture. Shit, stop being icy cold all the time. you know you are beautiful,, u just don't want me to c your inner beauty.. what are you afraid of?

or you just loathe me.....

ok, i was bored last night..and this guy started to talk to me 4 in the morning!!!
scarying old internet perverts is fun!!
Misterlifto: hello
Ruda888: hi
Misterlifto: all is well?
Ruda888: yeap
Misterlifto: i'm james
Misterlifto: waterford
Ruda888: MICHIGAN?
Misterlifto: yes
Misterlifto: near p[ontiac
Ruda888: oh
do i know you?
Misterlifto: yes
Misterlifto: i'm off walton
Ruda888: cool asl?

Misterlifto: 48 male james
Ruda888:...
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ahh this is the worst Spring break of all. I am kinda taking it easy,, and went to a library to study today.. yeah responsive law isn't too boring.. i 've got more boards.. I want to do something religiously controversial shit.. but i don't want to be too typical.. i need to brainstorm.. I am so enjoying this weather.. I fucking love it..I almost...
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gosh,, life sux..and this krazy complicated drama makes me sick.. I think it was wrong of me or soemthing?

my tummy is killing me and shit.. ohwell. iguess i should be happy.. cause i will have my period pretty soon.

although this is my spring break, i am still here,, being pathetic, depressed, questioning for nothing..

Am i supposed to open up? damn,.. no one...
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yeah it is warm. and rainy,,,
I am feeling fucking tired, i think i am about to have my period soon.. I need a new blind and new bed sheet sets.,. my cat pissed on my bed....ew....

this is my spring break..but i am not doing anything.. boo!!!

I feel like a shit today. I m listening to a cd my friend made me.. I like when people make me cd..

ok i have a bad fucking memory and i need to

- pay my cellphone bill
- get a money order for my parking ticket
- buy bew blinds
- take pics of more shadows
- get bigger bristol board
- get...
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