Dear Lucie Gemma.
It Valentines Day and I am sitting here alone. I dont know what to say anymore.I never tried to control you or anything like that. I did everything you asked me to do. I sat there and waited for you when you wanted me to...So whatever do what youy want. But to answer your question:
John, what the fuck are you doing? I am fuckin dying!
You know I can't believe how easily you turned this around on me...I was the one being over bearing and controling....I could not go 2 feet without you before or you would go nuts...Whatever...Everyone says I should take this in stride....Gilley can't believe I am this upset over you...No one can...But no one ever knew or understood what you meant to me...I cant believe you were wearing my hoodie when I saw you the other day....Guess the only one that really matters to you is you!....So i am fine with my fate...die young...I have known it forever...I truely believe I am not cut out for this world!
Hope everyone has a Nice Valentines day!
It Valentines Day and I am sitting here alone. I dont know what to say anymore.I never tried to control you or anything like that. I did everything you asked me to do. I sat there and waited for you when you wanted me to...So whatever do what youy want. But to answer your question:
John, what the fuck are you doing? I am fuckin dying!
You know I can't believe how easily you turned this around on me...I was the one being over bearing and controling....I could not go 2 feet without you before or you would go nuts...Whatever...Everyone says I should take this in stride....Gilley can't believe I am this upset over you...No one can...But no one ever knew or understood what you meant to me...I cant believe you were wearing my hoodie when I saw you the other day....Guess the only one that really matters to you is you!....So i am fine with my fate...die young...I have known it forever...I truely believe I am not cut out for this world!
Hope everyone has a Nice Valentines day!
Alot of people matter to me, not just myself. I have the greatest friends in the world.
This was a decision I had to make, and I haven't regreted it once. I still do care about you JV, but I... There is no way I would jump into another relationship again. I don't want or like the drama bullshit.
I didn't delete you from my life, but if all I am going to see is what you have been putting on here then I don't want to talk to you. Rae, Rinny and Tinny are not very happy with you either. There is no reason to say all off this shit, because, and not to sound like the biggest bitch on the planet, but if you were going to do something, you wouldn't announce it to the fucking world.
I don't understand why you are doing this. I'm sorry I hurt you, but now, you are hurting me.
Come to work and get your shit from me. And I want everything back of mine. Shoes, clothes, photo album... everything... Come on friday.
[Edited on Feb 15, 2005 8:12AM]