Cant stop this feeling..Gonna fix it soon...gonna be gone soon...Hopefully>......THIS WILL ALL BE OVER SOON!...i dont exist to you anymore...Goona be dissapear soon..Gone forever....Miss you som much....Cant stop the pain...Gonna end it soon...Not trying to trick you into loving or anything...Just want to die now...No meds....No worries...no more heartache...It wil be done soon! i thought i could get better but nothing has...gonna be gone soon...that is the only solution...CANT DEAL ANYMORE!...Please take this knife out of my hands!...hope you find hapieness....I found only misery....Never thought I could feel like this....I think evryone will be okay when I am gone....My mom and dad will still have each other for many years to come....Thats all that matters...I know everyone will be a lot better off with me gone....So I will go
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