I sit her listening to modest mouse...I really cant stand this anymore...There has always inherent sadness inside me...it gets worse and worse as my life goes on...I dont want to deal with my family right now...My aunt and cousins are comming in from maine this weekend and I do not want to see them...My fathers crazieness and my uncle being the fucking asshole he is...Its gonna make for a fun weekend....All i want to do is hear your voice...You have no idea what you mean to me....have I told you I have not taken ANY meds in a week....And I dont care...but you are never gonna read this...So what do you care you have everything you want...I have nothing...Cant stop crying....
tomandhisjones:
Take your meds, stop saying these things. I do care, and you know that. And how do I have everything? Huh? You think it was so fucking easy? I hate hearing this shit JV, and it not worth it, I'm not worth that. You shouldn't be doing this to yourself over a girl. Who the fuck am I? Noone. I do care about you, and you know that...