cutnhalf

Ok well I am supposed to be at work right now. Doing stuff with my student....But I live on a big ass fuckin hill which is now a big sheet of ice....So I am waiting for them to sand.

I know I have not updated in a while, but my computer access has been very limited. So here is a quick update....

1) went to see the Pixies in Lowell. One of the best shows I have ever seen or will ever see. The last two songs they played were my favorites Giagantic and Where is my mind.

2) I took meg aka Lucie_Gemma to a really nice in saturday night. It was awsome big jacuzzi, fireplace, skylight and a king sized bed.

3) She looked so beautiful in the lingerei I bought her. I think she is gonna use it for her SG application pics.

4) Me Ian,Rae,Erin and meg are all gonna be livin together. It should be very interesting.

5) My new Job is the best! The kids are great and it is so rewarding.

6) I have no idea why but I am more depressed than I have ever been. Its been going on for a couple of months. Since before me and megs big fight. And we have been doing a lot better since then anyway. I just think something is very wrong. The thoughts in my head need to go away they scare me.

I really feel like dying!