A is for for all alone
B is for booze Like it a laot lately
C is for carreer: just got fired
D is for for dead that what I'll be soon
E is for everyone but me is happy you are gone
F is for fucked that how i feel
G is for girlfriend: Meg who I will love forever
H is for Hometown:...
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B is for booze Like it a laot lately
C is for carreer: just got fired
D is for for dead that what I'll be soon
E is for everyone but me is happy you are gone
F is for fucked that how i feel
G is for girlfriend: Meg who I will love forever
H is for Hometown:...
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MRI tonight...Very scared! Thats all ...Everything is going wrong...I dont know what to do anymore...My life is falling apart..about to lose my job....I miss you...I have to go for an MRI tonight...AND I MISS YOU!....I want to die.......
...Everything is going wrong...I dont know what to do anymore...My life is falling apart..about to lose my job....I miss you...I have to go for an MRI tonight...AND I MISS YOU!....I want to die....... 
tonkakatt:
I had a MRI once, a long time ago. scary as all hell, I hope you are ok. 
Cant stop this feeling..Gonna fix it soon...gonna be gone soon...Hopefully>......THIS WILL ALL BE OVER SOON!...i dont exist to you anymore...Goona be dissapear soon..Gone forever....Miss you som much....Cant stop the pain...Gonna end it soon...Not trying to trick you into loving or anything...Just want to die now...No meds....No worries...no more heartache...It wil be done soon! i thought i could get better but nothing has...gonna be gone soon...that...
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In the words of MY Chemical Rommance"I'm not okay!....I'm not O-FUCKING-Kay"...I thought iwas over this I am not...Why do i think everything you ever said to me was lie...You lied abouttelling jen...you lied about so much...i never loved anyone quite as much as you..and you are killing me...Its not like I ever asked a lot from...You just leave..no regard for me...You dont even cancel your...
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tomandhisjones:
I am unaware of how to cancel it.
What did I lie to you about? About telling Jenn, I never did. I never told my parents either. Do you think I wanted to listen to the "I told you so?" Not at all. JV, I don't know what else you want me to say.
There is no reason to cut yourself.
What did I lie to you about? About telling Jenn, I never did. I never told my parents either. Do you think I wanted to listen to the "I told you so?" Not at all. JV, I don't know what else you want me to say.
There is no reason to cut yourself.
tomandhisjones:
I haven't talked to Gilley in months, so he wouldn't know. And I told Gay Brian what I told you... I never told my sister, just like my family. I have no reason to lie to you. I never did. And I am not cold towards you... I don't hate you, nor do I think badly of you...
Oddly okay right now....Think last night is what I needed...I finally feel like I am going to be okay! More later..... 
YOU JUST MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE!
evil_mad_hatter:
And it felt good, too.
Okay so this is the worst I have ever felt....The sad thing is I actually had a decent night last night...But it did not last....I smoked myself retarded and listened to my new satellite radio.....My house lost power(my hole neighborhood did) pitch black returning home...still istening to my satelite radio....What comes on my radio but "I love my answering machine".....God I fucking miss you...I missu...
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This was is easy cause it was what you wanted...What about what I want...What About what I need..I did everything you ever asked of me...I did everything you wanted...I almost left you before we had the big fight...But Rae said no dont cause if I did you would start cutting yourslef again....So i did'nt...And what I never told you is that night I realized something...I...
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I sit her listening to modest mouse...I really cant stand this anymore...There has always inherent sadness inside me...it gets worse and worse as my life goes on...I dont want to deal with my family right now...My aunt and cousins are comming in from maine this weekend and I do not want to see them...My fathers crazieness and my uncle being the fucking asshole he is...Its...
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tomandhisjones:
Take your meds, stop saying these things. I do care, and you know that. And how do I have everything? Huh? You think it was so fucking easy? I hate hearing this shit JV, and it not worth it, I'm not worth that. You shouldn't be doing this to yourself over a girl. Who the fuck am I? Noone. I do care about you, and you know that...
No one believes me..I am done with this life!...If things dont get better soon...I am checking myself in.....If I make it through the week!
missprint:
I didn't take it as mean, and I wasn't trying to be mean.Oh and I wasn't saying that you were complaining about stupid shit. I was talking about myself. I know I don't know anything about your life, but I still stick by what I said.
hope you improve things.
hope you improve things.
missprint:
you're welcome! chin up !
!I have never felt this much hurt,,,,Never loved someone so much ever...I want to get out of this life so bad.....I am gonaa die soon!
jadedcoca:
ur drunk...i kan tell by the spelling...damn i am too...sorry thou...or whatever...me too, or somehting...umm..,yah...
missprint:
no you're not. Don't do anything stupid! Things can always get better, you just need to change your outlook. My best friend had to watch her parents and siblings die of aids and I have never once heard her complain about how hard her life is. Kind of puts things in perspective for me when I'm complaining about stupid shit.
cheer up! That's an order.
cheer up! That's an order.