How many times am I going to let him stomp on my heart? I think men like to tear you apart...just my opinion. 
So, I realized there is just no looking back. He's not worth it. No one is.
As long as all he wants is a hot young girl to look at, he'll be lonely. I can at least take comfort in that. But...
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So, I realized there is just no looking back. He's not worth it. No one is.
As long as all he wants is a hot young girl to look at, he'll be lonely. I can at least take comfort in that. But...
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It's nice out today! YAY! 
Of course I have to work, but after that...sun!!!!!!!
Of course I have to work, but after that...sun!!!!!!!
Amazing...he won't talk to me. Only will message me! Coward. I asked what it is he wants to happen with us. His exact words. "I want you to be happy, I don't know what I want anymore"
There are no other words...that says it all. How can guys use such lame excuses for not just saying they want out?
There are no other words...that says it all. How can guys use such lame excuses for not just saying they want out?
Hmmm ... I'm today....can't snap out of it. I hate breaking up.
I was a wuss and emailed him that it was best if we go our seperate ways, since that is what I think he wants. He never replied...no call, no email, nothing. So I sit here...wondering what he is thinking.
I wonder if it's possible to go insane over a man. hmm
OK...
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today....can't snap out of it. I hate breaking up.
I was a wuss and emailed him that it was best if we go our seperate ways, since that is what I think he wants. He never replied...no call, no email, nothing. So I sit here...wondering what he is thinking.
I wonder if it's possible to go insane over a man. hmm
OK...
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grizz3rd:
I am sorry to hear about your break-up. I don't know if this will help but here is a BIG HUG.
grobik:
always the shitiest thing to pull on yer heart strings...
I just wish my ex would ignore me.
I've been in the process of breaking up since january
we love eachother too much. thats the problem. we found our perfect match too early in life.....
anyway good luck!! and remember, it's only life.
I just wish my ex would ignore me.
I've been in the process of breaking up since january
we love eachother too much. thats the problem. we found our perfect match too early in life.....
anyway good luck!! and remember, it's only life.
What a week. The guy I guess you could say I was seeing came to visit. He lives out of state...
We had a good time, although sometimes it seemed he would rather be anywhere but here with me.
I am so confused over the entire situation. I truely enjoyed being with him, but nothing more is going to come out of it....I can just...
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We had a good time, although sometimes it seemed he would rather be anywhere but here with me.
I am so confused over the entire situation. I truely enjoyed being with him, but nothing more is going to come out of it....I can just...
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stranded:
Amen. Using people is the way too go, oh I know that sounds cynical...it's the eternal struggle though. Love is war, take no prisoners! 
grizz3rd:
Some people just don't know a good thing when they see or have it.
What a Saturday!!!! I fell down the slippery wet stairs HARD! So, my wrist is swollen and bruised, my finger is in pain, and my ass hurts so much I can't sit or lay down easily!!! 
I guess I'm just a klutz!
My guy is coming to visit Monday...for the first time ever! I'm freaking out a bit. So tomorrow I'll be cleaning like mad!...
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I guess I'm just a klutz!
My guy is coming to visit Monday...for the first time ever!
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papercut:
Hello fellow St Louisan
papercut:
so are you actually living in STL, or college or what?
And do you go to many shows?
And do you go to many shows?
Well...I am supposed to be in Washington D.C. right now. Things didn't work out how they should have though.
So, another boring weekend of rain
I think I'll go shop
So, another boring weekend of rain
I think I'll go shop
I'm hung over...blah
Went out last night with a coworker ... had a great time, but drank WAY too much. I slept till 5:30ish and finally feel better!
And so...the weekend ends again, way to quickly.
I can't wait until next weekend...going to Washington D.C.
Can't wait!!!!
Later....
Went out last night with a coworker ... had a great time, but drank WAY too much. I slept till 5:30ish and finally feel better!
And so...the weekend ends again, way to quickly.
I can't wait until next weekend...going to Washington D.C.
Can't wait!!!!
Later....
lovitch:
love the pink looks good on you, Hope you enjoyed D.C
like your bands too...good choice
like your bands too...good choice
grizz3rd:
I just stopped by to say Hi
Well 5:30 is just too early to be awake!
The birds are starting to sing and everything is so quiet and peaceful. Kind of nice I guess!
So this weekend...going out with a bunch of girls, I can't wait.
yay! I NEED to dance!!!
Work is stressful ... if I didn't love it so much, I'd be back home in Portland in a second! Crazy...
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The birds are starting to sing and everything is so quiet and peaceful. Kind of nice I guess!
So this weekend...going out with a bunch of girls, I can't wait.
yay! I NEED to dance!!!
Work is stressful ... if I didn't love it so much, I'd be back home in Portland in a second! Crazy...
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Hmmm it's raining...all day long
I only had to work 4 hours today..but I'm so tired! Must be the rain. I took a long hot bath...I love being smooth and shaved! That about put me to sleep! It's only 7pm, but I think it's time for a nap!
My favorite song lyric right now....
"Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl,...
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I only had to work 4 hours today..but I'm so tired! Must be the rain. I took a long hot bath...I love being smooth and shaved! That about put me to sleep! It's only 7pm, but I think it's time for a nap!
My favorite song lyric right now....
"Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl,...
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divjxt6:
it was nice to meet you, hope we can chat longer next time....