cutepillowdancer

I am so excited... I am going back to cali once again... Can't keep myself away from the boy... Little worried about seeing friends up in SF cause i fucked up but i'm hoping they'll be ok. I know most of them still love me but there's one in mind that is really close to the boy that i may have fucked up with and i can't seem to get over it. Just cause i know if i wanna be in the boy's life i need to be loved by the friends... and i was.... now i don't know if i am.... cause i fucked up. Still excited.... Just .... Just.... Just... oh fuck... I'm a girl for god sake! I was sentenced at birth to act like this...