cusper

bahh..

finding it hard to keep on workin, editing my shit, getting up in the morning..

bored and kinda found out my GF and I are prob gonna split.. fuckin sad as it not like we dont love each other, though she wants to travel and explore the world and Im looking at maybe moving to NYC to study.. ( i live in Australia so its fucking epic..)

So the situation is fucking hard as I know how she is and once she decides what she wants, theres no comprimise.. irrespective of the love she has for me, our future, though if I dont fit the mold then tough shit for me..

what the fuck I am supposed to do here.. Im always comprimising and meeting in the middle... though if its going be a slow drawn out heartbreak watching her walk out, do i bail now or take the last of the best..

grrrr.... fuk shit fuk fuk fuk shit fuck.