A great sense of guilt washes over me after a day of not doing a thing.
Wanted to go out, but didn't feel like chasing « friends » to pretend like I have something to do.
So I worked and watched football. What else can you do when everything else fails? Work, and work some more.
I used to enjoy these days inside. Not getting dressed, just chain drinking coffee and nothing much else.
Now I feel guilty, and empty, and alone.
Times are changing and it's not fun anymore.
Oh well... spring will be here soon.