Did you ever get that feeling where you don't seem to belong anywhere ?
Alone at home, a stranger at work, a ghost to what's left of your family.
Always familiar, but never whole.
I am a ghost. People know my name, but they don't know my shame.
My mind, my life.
And a walk on a daily basis, trying to find a smile or something to cheer for. Empty handed... always.
Did you ever get that feeling that life is a spectator's sport?
I do - every day.
Every damn day.