I'm in this weird space in my head where I want to meet new people.
New friends, new dates, just new people.
But the more I seek, the more I'm getting the sense that past 30, there isen't just no room for new people in our heart.
Everybody comes with his own history, expectations. Everybody is out there and time is a commodity now.
You go on a date and start picking the bad stuff right away.
You meet friends of friend and you run out of things to say.
The more you seek ... the less you feel.
It's not a fun state to be in. I feel like this is not going to change anytime soon. We are who we are.
Lonely might not be the word, but it's the one that comes to mind.