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A firefly migrated my way tonite for a few hours...just long enough for me to see how far away she's flown.

It's 10:00 pm and I had my tattoo colored in today around 4-6pm...and it really stings and I'm super tired and can't sleep...I hate when I get like this...then my mind starts racing off in a million directions...can't wait to take this bandage off, have a hot shower and go to bed for real tonite...

So this was the first weekend I've had to myself for a few months...and it was pretty productive...and enjoyable. It was a little quiet and lonely at times...but I brought that on myself. I just think it's best I be on my own for awhile...even tho realizing this hurt somebody that cared for me. I think that's what bothers me the most...that I had to...
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So there are a couple of pics up of my newest tattoo...if anyone is interested hahahah...sorry the quality is poor...I'm a shaky guy by nature so it's hard for me to take clear pics haha...but you get the idea...I'll have to get someone steadier to take pics of it when it's completed.

So I got the right side of my chest tattooed on Tuesday and it looks fuckin awesome...I think...but it's at that flaky itchy stage where it catches on my t-shirts all day and drives me NUTS!!! I can't wait til it finishes peeling. I gotta get the color done on the 20th...it's gonna look beautiful when it's complete. I waited months for these appointments...but it'll...
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Boxes, boxes...I need more boxes!!! Man I hate packing...I'm so tired of putting my shit away...only to take it all out again in a month. I'll be glad when April comes and I can move into my new place...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL YOU PRETTY LADIES!!!

So I'm moving to a new place April 1st...no jokes or pranks please...I'm so glad to have found a really cool place...with an affordable rent...I've already started packing. CAN"T FUCKIN WAIT TO MOVE IN!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I could just freeze my life at certain periods whenever things were the way I wanted them to be...that would avoid so much hurting...

OK...am I going crazy...or has personal space and private downtime become obsolete? Am I asking too much to have some time to myself once in awhile or does seeing someone now only mean that everything gets all serious and the couple has to become the incredible two-headed transplant within a few weeks??