so i find if i keep busy enough...i don't focus on the miserable stuff floating around in my head...which is good...but i'm getting really tired from running around doing all kinds of shit to keep busy...i just wanna flake out and watch crappy movies...but then i start thinking about things i don't want to...so i'm gonna try to focus on starting a side business...i have the room for a work-space...and waaaaaay too much free time...so now's as good a time as any to begin fresh...or at least try to...
nihly:
oooo yay pojects! that's EXACTLY what you need to do, summer projects!!! let me know what you're thinking. you are so full of untapped potential, i can't wait to see what you come up with. you have such interesting stuff around you apartment and i haven't even seen it fully unpacked yet! PS: i've been somewhat inactive with the internet and SG as of late, but i miss and am thinkin of ya. i reeeealllly want to get out to TO before summer's damn end. But flaking out once in a while is warranted hun, and you can't out run yourself/thoughts so just let them bug ya every now and then and let them be there. they are just feelings. you'll live. 