curss

Yeah...ya see...I never learn...I say I've learned...I think I've learned...but I haven't...or maybe I've learned and just don't care...or maybe I think I've learned but am really to stupid to know that I haven't learned anything from my mistakes...I just keep making the same dumb moves over and over...they always feel new...and I'm always sure I'm right this time...but then-later on-I realize that it's the same old thing...and then I say "Never agian!!!"...and then i go on to make the same fuckin mistake a few weeks later...now-what is this mysterious mistake???...well one thing I have learned over the years is to keep my mouth shut sometimes...and now is as good a time as any....