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So this was the first weekend I've had to myself for a few months...and it was pretty productive...and enjoyable. It was a little quiet and lonely at times...but I brought that on myself. I just think it's best I be on my own for awhile...even tho realizing this hurt somebody that cared for me. I think that's what bothers me the most...that I had to upset and anger someone to figure out that I'm not in a position in my life to be someone's boyfriend...it's really sad to me...anyways- I seemed to have packed all my dvds and now have nothing to do...so I'm bored...