curmudgeon

i need a haircut.

it just started storming here. god damn, i love violent weather.
wow, i had quite a few "pops" this evening.
lightning is gorgeous.

wait, what's up with this ad bullshit? i realize it can be turned off, but for chrissake's i pay enough a month not to put up with ads. i'm definetly not renewing when my turn is up. fuck this.

yeah, so i just put in two ridiculous weeks at work. no one and i mean no one should have 80 hours at the end of a WEEK. dang. i did it to myself though. i need the $$$. i'm shot for the day, but i feel pretty good considering.
i need to clean this stye i call a house. good lord, all i did...
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i'm on my midnights. they make me irritable. i called off saturday night because my cousin who lives in california was back home. we are the same age and grew up together and i was great to see her. she hasa the cutest daughter in the world. she'll be 3 in january. last time i saw her she was 5 months and that's when i...
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i'm

bored.
lonely.
tired.
stuck.
irritated.
disenchanted.
missing.






looking over my shoulder.

yeah, scratch that last entry, my subscription goes until september. i'll decide then if i want to keep it.

this is my last entry. i'm ending my subscription. if i feel like coming back, i will. take care suicide kids.

fucking tired.

off to brush my teeth. back to work after 5 days off. i don't feel like going. nope, not at all. at least on the afternoons, my partner and i can practice our golf swings, watch movies and catch a nap. the joys of being a union steelworker electrician. joy!

i got way too drunk tonight. i went to a friend of a friend's bachelor party. we had fun, but seeing naked girls all night without someone to come ome to sometimes sucks. i shouldn't get so loaded, but what the hell, i just worked the last 16 days without a day off. fuck it, it's too hard to type. goodnight.