BACK?!

Hey ya'll... I know I havnt blogged in a while, but there has been some stuff going on. I basically had to choose between SG and my BF. I know right..horrible! Even though he knew about SG since before we were officially together, its now a problem. Question to my fellow sg's with a boyfriend, how do you justify doing sets to them? I mean I love SG. Finally a place where i feel normal. a place where girls like tattoos and piercings, and sex with boys or girls,and don;t give a flying fuck what others think of them. other than here i always feel like an outsider. I sssoooo DIDNT think it was fair that i had to choose. but i did...i chose him. well at the time. but some shit went down and now i don't know anymore. I feel like if he can do whatever he wants that makes him happy, then i should do the same. SG makes me happy, and i wanna do it..so shouldn't i be able to? it makes it hard because we now live together,and this is a subject that could potentially end the relationship, so this could get really messy. And i hate mess. well this is an on going internal battle ..i will l you guys know my desicion as soon as I know.

Until them stay sexy
Love CurLee