curiousfeline

*lays head down in pillow and sobs*

Blah

Things are so fucked up now,
I hate the way life is going,
I can't seem to find a happy spot,
I need to release the tension,
but the room is too closed in.

Pressure has built up,
nowhere to go it grows,
your kisses help,
but do not cure,
this infection has overtaken me.

My heart pounds,
breathing becomes shallow,
the air had thinned,
the world grown fuzzy,
a novel I can't put down.

My badluck is all I have,
it finds me when I hide,
overtakes my enviroment,
kills my hope,
I want to leave this emotion.

I'm tired of getting help,
strangers are so nice,
I don't deserve thier kindness,
I brought this on myself,
past mistakes make me.

I have no right way,
everyway is wrong now,
tapped in a labyrinth,
my mind is racing,
sense of direction has left me.

So I lay here thinking,
which does me no good,
it confuses me more,
it makes me sadder,
If I had the guts I'd be dead by now.

- Jenn H.

So I just wrote this.. yeah its sad but its how life feels right now.. oh well.

*meow*