Just when everything was cool and I was looking forward to getting my kitten, last night I go to a birthday party and have a nervous breakdown.
I cried at the party, in the cab home, and until 4am on the phone to my mom.
I fucking hate Japan and I am wasting my life. That is all.
Updated: Thanks for all of the hugs. I feel loved. Things aren't as bleak as they were when I wrote this. I might write about the whole mess tomorrow, but right now I have to drive to Indianapolis and pick up my kitten.
Curi.
I cried at the party, in the cab home, and until 4am on the phone to my mom.
I fucking hate Japan and I am wasting my life. That is all.
Updated: Thanks for all of the hugs. I feel loved. Things aren't as bleak as they were when I wrote this. I might write about the whole mess tomorrow, but right now I have to drive to Indianapolis and pick up my kitten.
Curi.
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itburns:
You are so NOT wasting your life, you rock hard. HUGS to yo.
thurmis:
hey, don't sweat, everything has a way of working things out. I found out this past week I am getting transferred back into chicago. I'll find out this week hopefully when everything's gonna go down.