I am so fucking upset and having a nervous breakdown right now that I don't even know what to type. And I don't want to type the truth, because after I type it, I don't want to have to look at it. But maybe it'll make me feel better. I don't know.
I didn't get into the Japan program. I won't be going over there for 9 months, I will be stuck in Chicago not speaking Japanese every day. My reaction to this news has not been good. My mom keeps telling me I need to go to the hospital.
Also, boys have been treating me like shit, and at the moment I'm pretty sure I will never, ever have a boyfriend.
So, even though I have spent the past few days catatonic and/or crying, the only thing in the entire world that has somewhat cheered me up is this.
Today's crush: The video for m-flo loves EMYLI feat. Diggy Mo -Dopamine. Here are screenshots.
In this scene, Diggy does all the young men in the audience a service, reminding them that EMYLI is jailbait with the line, "She's only 16."
Verbal asks if you would like to partake in some of his delicious space water! Because water tastes better in space.
Not to be outdone, Diggy offers you a scrumptious looking plate of suspended "Linguini pasta?!"
EMYLI wonders, huh? Am I really in the Dopamine video, or do all those fancy coloured stripes mean I am on some sort of an acid trip?!
And to top it all off, a disco dance sequence with the two hottest men alive.
Yes, Diggy and Verbal, I will marry you both. Someday.
Curi.
I didn't get into the Japan program. I won't be going over there for 9 months, I will be stuck in Chicago not speaking Japanese every day. My reaction to this news has not been good. My mom keeps telling me I need to go to the hospital.
Also, boys have been treating me like shit, and at the moment I'm pretty sure I will never, ever have a boyfriend.
So, even though I have spent the past few days catatonic and/or crying, the only thing in the entire world that has somewhat cheered me up is this.
Today's crush: The video for m-flo loves EMYLI feat. Diggy Mo -Dopamine. Here are screenshots.
In this scene, Diggy does all the young men in the audience a service, reminding them that EMYLI is jailbait with the line, "She's only 16."
Verbal asks if you would like to partake in some of his delicious space water! Because water tastes better in space.
Not to be outdone, Diggy offers you a scrumptious looking plate of suspended "Linguini pasta?!"
EMYLI wonders, huh? Am I really in the Dopamine video, or do all those fancy coloured stripes mean I am on some sort of an acid trip?!
And to top it all off, a disco dance sequence with the two hottest men alive.
Yes, Diggy and Verbal, I will marry you both. Someday.
Curi.
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it's a poor substitute for going to japan but maybe applying your japanese skills in other amazing ways will cheer you up a bit.
pirate groups are always looking for japanese readers to translate anime's that haven't been released outside of japan yet and the same goes for import gamers and romz.
none of the awesome rewards of turning japenese but you could still impress the hell out of some geeks.
either way i hope you feel better soon.
Nick