Today's entry is all about bitterness. BITTERNESS. If you have allergy concerns, please do not ingest.
Am I playing the game right?
I have counseling tomorrow and I should probably vent some of this frustration, but I know I won't. I'll get into the little office there and everything will drift out of my head except problems I had when I was a kid and why I couldn't make it to the psychiatrist when I was supposed to go. Nothing useful will be accomplished.
He came over and brought takeout and we watched Ulfuls videos. I am crushing hard on this one. More than any of the other ones who never call or do call and treat me like scum.
I told him beforehand that I have a super bad cold. Is that why he didn't make a move? How many dates are we gonna have before he.....would someone else do it despite of me sniffling the whole time? Is the complimentary hug just that, complimentary?
Obviously we have a blast together, so he is not doing the Japanese thing of leading me on because he can't let me down easy. But could he be doing the Japanese thing where he doesn't know the distinction between "dating" and "girlfriend"?
These are all valid questions, I suppose. Considering I'm healed, should I be all over him on Saturday? I kind of want to be.
Today's crush is Goto Maki, because she is a Goddess and her new album is breathtaking.
Her old stuff isn't all that bad, either.
I've started a Morning Musume rock cover band. We call ourselves Kashimashi. I'm guitar and go by the name of Charmy. My partner in crime plays bass and is called Takitty. Look for us at a bizarre alternate universe Japanese venue near you!
Curi.
Am I playing the game right?
I have counseling tomorrow and I should probably vent some of this frustration, but I know I won't. I'll get into the little office there and everything will drift out of my head except problems I had when I was a kid and why I couldn't make it to the psychiatrist when I was supposed to go. Nothing useful will be accomplished.
He came over and brought takeout and we watched Ulfuls videos. I am crushing hard on this one. More than any of the other ones who never call or do call and treat me like scum.
I told him beforehand that I have a super bad cold. Is that why he didn't make a move? How many dates are we gonna have before he.....would someone else do it despite of me sniffling the whole time? Is the complimentary hug just that, complimentary?
Obviously we have a blast together, so he is not doing the Japanese thing of leading me on because he can't let me down easy. But could he be doing the Japanese thing where he doesn't know the distinction between "dating" and "girlfriend"?
These are all valid questions, I suppose. Considering I'm healed, should I be all over him on Saturday? I kind of want to be.
Today's crush is Goto Maki, because she is a Goddess and her new album is breathtaking.
Her old stuff isn't all that bad, either.
I've started a Morning Musume rock cover band. We call ourselves Kashimashi. I'm guitar and go by the name of Charmy. My partner in crime plays bass and is called Takitty. Look for us at a bizarre alternate universe Japanese venue near you!
Curi.
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