cureelise

my doctors visit kicked ass today. he thinks that i'm ready to try for another baby. said that everything looks good and he put me on some new meds . so hopefully it will only take one try this time and i will be pregnant by next month .

I'm going in to see my fertility doctor, so he can check me out and see if i get to start taking fertility meds this month. I hate having PCOS (poly cystic ovarian syndrom ) for those who haven't a clue to what i'm talking about. the good thing about this month is that i ragged out , since i can go anywhere from 2-4...
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Life is treating me good. Had a nice evening laughing and watching the tube with my other half. He wasn't feeling to good. SO we just kicked it. sometimes just staying at home listening to the rain and having a good laugh are the best times ever.

PMS has struck. UGHHHHHHHH. I'm craving choc. and feel like a bloated beached whale.
Man i was having some weird ass dreams. I had this one where i was in the nutcracker ballet and I was a french maid . The outfit was in latex and had this corset that pushed my boobs way up. way hot i must say. so there i am in...
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ya know that goood feeling and the really kewl body high that u get after smoking some real good shit. that is how i feel now. oh yeaaaaaaaaaaah. nice and relaxed , with this small tingly feeling in my well u know. shaved kitty hehehehe

laundry laundry and more laundry, when will it ever end. i don't get how two people can have so much laundry

YES it happened and this means that i can start trying to become pregnant again.
Damn did we just get a flash of lightening then a huge ass BOOM of thunder that scared the shit out of our dog and woke him up. so now he is all bitchy and shit. I love the rain except for those parts of it. I was enjoying listening...
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today was soooo kewl. we went to the Plaza in NYC. Of course I had to take a pic with ELOISE. I SOOOO ADORE HER. She reminds me of myself as a child. So I got my pic and some ELOISE collectable merchandise.
to some this may sound weird and shit. some of u may know that i recently miscarried and have been waiting to...
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It glittered and it gleamed
for the arriving beauty queen
a ring and a car
now you're the prettiest by far
No party she'd not attend
no invitation she wouldn't send
transfixed by the inner sound
of your promise to be found

"Nothing or no-one will ever
make me let you down"

Kiss them for me -- I may be delayed
Kiss them for me...
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His eyes they closed and his last breath spoke
he had seen all to be seen
A life once full, now an empty vase
Wilt the blossums on his early grave
Walk away me boy, walk away me boy
And by mornin' we'll be free
Wipe that golden tear from your mother dear
And raise what's left of the flag for me

Then the rosary...
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