cureelise

so i'm thinking of going to ozzfest up in pitts with a buddy of mine . checking out ticket prices and shit. also it will depend on if i'm pregnant again. planning to go see my baby making doc this week and get the ball running. hopefully i will make it past 8 wks this time and things will go smoothly . so everyone keep those fingers crossed. i don't know if i could handle another miscarriage and i'm kinda afraid of what might happen this time to be perfectly honest. it worries me and i think it might be why i held off on trying again. i also held off so it would give my body more time to heal from the last one. i think i started too soon last time. so maybe this will be better for me and the baby .
so all i have to do is start the fertility treatments again and pray for twins. have an x ray taken of my uterus and f tubes, then a bunch of blood work and hopefully things will go as planned