cureelise

Hey cuties- me is sitting here thinking of what I want for x-mas. my list keeps changing and getting longer. I do know that I want this really kewl herb chest . I can my herbs and incense in it and whatever else I need . I've also seen a few corsets and a bunch of really cute knee high and over the knee socks. I love knee highs - I want to get my car fixed since the damn engine seized up - from what everyone has told us , we might need to get a new car all together - which I'm hating since I love my car. it's my moms old car and I've been waiting years to be able to drive it and it was given to us . having to say goodbye to it is going to be hard since it's a really nice car. grrrr. so if anyone wants to get me a new car or a new engine that would be kewl. as for other stuff that I want for x-mas. hmmmm - a trip to ireland - I really miss belfast- our trip there was a blast even though most of it was spent being hungover or drunk off our asses. would also like a trip to england or columbia so I can find my birthmother. that birthmother subject has been coming up a lot in our convo's . I have my aunts name on my birth certificate so I don't know what's keeping me from wanting to find her or my mom. I guess it's because I don't really know what I'd do or say if I found her and got to meet her face -face. I should think about this a little more. Something is keeping me from doing it. I do know that what I don't want for x-mas - I don't want a Red Ryder BB Gun - but I do want a airsoft AK 47 - I know some of u are probably wanting to know what's up with me wanting an airsoft gun - it's a long story that I will tell another time
almost forgot to add this. some guy hung himself at my other halfs work. he works at the hyatt penns landing and some guy was found hanging in his closet . then another guy jumped into the delaware the day after. I think he was still alive when they fished him out - but the other guy had been dead for a few hours.


fact about moi- I use to be scared of the count from sesame street .