cureelise

just got done chatting with germ13. It's kinda weird not talking to him as much as I use too. we have been known to chat for 8 hrs or more . he's working now so he's not online as much as he use to be I miss chatting with him. we keep up by emails and the time we do have to chat is nice. I use to have him join me on cam while I smoked out. so it was like he was here smoking a bowl or two with me. the two of us stoned and chatting can get pretty interesting. I should save some of those convo's . it would be pretty entertaining to read.
my dog needs to shut the hell up. he's barking at anything and everything - it's rather annoying- he has one of those high pitched ear piercing barks that can make the hair on the back of your neck stand up. here's a cute pic of the brat GOT MILK - he's sooo cute - but sooo bad.
enough about that . talking to an old member at the moment about why I haven't sent in any app pics yet. well I think it has to do with me being shy at times and wanting to become a mom . I'm going back on the fertility meds soon and well it doesn't take me long to get preggie while on them . It's just keeping me preggie that is the problem. my next pregnany will be a high risk one - that could mean me having to spend some of it in bed. I still am a little nerveous about the whole pregnancy thing, since I see myself having another miscarriage. 2 I can somewhat handle but 3 it's been on my mind a lot. I need to just relax and stop stressing over it.
fact about moi- I have a nightly ritual that I do - I take a nice hot shower, light some incense- smoke a bowl then say a little protection spell over my friends and family, then watch some tv until my eyelids start to get heavy. if i know i'm going to have a late late late night snack I usually wait to brush my teeth . when my lids are about to close and I can't keep them open I go brush my teeth then smoke another bowl and drift off to sleep while I feel like I'm sinking into the mattress.