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did i mention i hate stress!? so the moving got pushed back a bit because the guy needed until the 10th to be out. so i started moving yesterday, and they start showing my apt tomorrow. i was overwhelmed today, but lucky found a temporary home for my cat. im almost done packing, but still have a bit more to do. i was planning on...
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well, im moving tomorrow. gotta finish up packing and such today, as well as get ready for my bbq. i decided to have one last bbq before i go, so tonights the night. i hope people show up, cause i bought a good bit of food. and i got some yummy beer from El Toro Brewery in mo hill. i'd never actually had there beer...
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so i have a place to live. thank god! i was starting to worry. no pets though, so if any of u want a cat, let me know!

so ive been looking at places and i think its time to make a decision. theres a big house with a bunch of different people, mostly students. its in a super nice area, 5 mins for work. they have 3 dogs, i can bring my cat, and they are totally cool with friends coming over or family coming to visit. but it is the most...
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oh man, this shit drives me nuts. ive gotten really good at ignoring him lately, but for some reason tonight its really getting to me! i kinda just want to end it and be done, but at the same time im still trying to hold on to the idea that once i move out it could get better. i still have a lot of feelings...
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im alive! ive been sick since Monday, but im finally feeling better. sucks i have to go back to work though. i got sick taking care of Simon, so ive had someone to hang out with this whole time. and thank god for movie channels on satellite! so a three day work week isnt so bad i guess. plus i think we might just be...
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so i kicked ass today! i did 6 loads of laundry and cleaned up my room. its almost done, but after 5 hrs of cleaning, i had to throw in the towel. well, not really 5 hrs. i also decorated pots and planted seeds in them, and drew on one of my old pictures. it looks kinda cool. its a picture i took of clouds...
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so doing a bit better now. i tryed yoga for the first time yesterday, and i think im hooked! i still feel more relaxed. last night si went out drinking again, and i had to go pick him up at one in the morning, and i wasnt even that mad. well, maybe a bit, but i stayed pretty calm about it.

ooh! and i finally...
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alright, bitchfest time! why the fuck do men feel more manly when they talk down to u!? i know he doesnt mean it, but everytime we're around other people, he instistes on treating me like crap. i gets to me after a while. or maybe its just cause i had a horribly crappy day! whatever, i want some pot!

so no working with elizabeth falkner for me! they changed things around a bit so shes not coming to the lodge anymore. poop! but there will be lots of great chefs all over, and itll be so great to work with them all. i just hope they arent all stupid and bitchy, but i guess itll be a good learning experience no matter what!

things...
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