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man, so i thought id be totally good with this, but its been kinda tough. i think its cause im psming at the same time, but shit! i went home early from work today because i kept starting to cry. i was fine till pep put those damn love songs on the radio! it sucked. i dont like letting people know im weak. just not my thing. oh well, its really not that bad. im just being a bit overemotional right now.

i got a second job. at a coffee shop downtown. figured it would keep me busy. im not too sure about it though, i really want to quit. defiantly not the time to be taking on more responsibility! i didn't exactly think it through first. i figure ill give it a little shot, see what happens. i could defiantly use the extra money!