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so i started my new job yesterday. not really sure how i like it yet. i like that its right next to the main kitchen, so its more like working in a kitchen. before we were downstairs, so it was much more secluded. everyones acts like a bunch of assholes, so thats cool. not all that fake nice bullshit. i fucked up really bad today though. i hit reset, instead of snooze on my alarm this morning. i woke up 20 min after i was supposed to be there. thats really bad considering the last girl got fired for not being on time. and some girl came in crying today, because she got fired for not being appoligetic when she came in late. i made sure to appologies a couple of times. i think im ok for now, but if i do it again, im gone. shit, and its only my second day. oh, and i decided i hate getting up early.

on a funner note, saturday is my birthday! not really excited or anything, im 20. it basically just means one more year. oh well. i was supposed to go to a sharks game but that plan was canceled due to lack of funding. sean at least wants to take me out to a nice romantic dinner, as its also our 4 yr anniversary. thats a long fuckin time!.

oh, and today i got pissed because i went to spanish bay to see my gingerbread house in the lobby. i was soo proud of the finished product, and when i got up there, it was missing from the display. fuck them! i guess they decided it wasnt good enough. oh well, i just wish i could have kept it if they wernt gonna use it. i wish i at least got a picture. whatever